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October 3, 2014

Shadows of the Past Teaser II

Wild child Publishing

If you missed Teaser 1 you can find it posted on 1st October.

He nodded, saying, "Don't worry. We’re together. Have faith my love." He led the way into the forest.

Genevieve wrapped the dark mantle covering her shoulders more tightly around her and swallowed her fears as they began the cautious ride through the silent forest, through the silent night, enveloped by their own silent guilt.

Once St. Mary’s Abbey was out of sight, Andrew turned in the saddle to Genevieve.

"I'm sorry I didn't bid farewell to good old Ryan. He'll understand, I'm sure."

Genevieve bent her head and in a trembling voice replied, "Ryan's dead. That same evening, after your departure," she said, "the Abbess summoned Sister Francesca to her room. Later, Francesca told me our Mother Superior asked her if she had complaints about her life at the abbey, and if she thought something should be done to improve the living conditions. She also asked Francesca a lot of questions about me." Genevieve frowned and spoke in a wondering tone. "Whether any relatives of mine still lived, or if she knew of a place I might stay in case of unexpected circumstances."

Andrew raised his eyebrows. "Quite odd."

"Poor Francesca thought it odd too," Genevieve continued. "Baffled by Sister Clementa's unusual interest in an ordinary nun's opinion, she pretended she was satisfied with her life here. She didn't dare express her real feelings. She admitted she didn't have any idea about my family. The Abbess then offered her a cup of wine and insisted Francesca should drink it all as a sign of friendship towards her."

"Did she drink it?" Andrew asked in a voice tinged by worry.

"She couldn't avoid drinking the wine in the end. Though she remembered Sister Letitia's death after a similar invitation, Francesca had to obey. Half an hour later, Francesca fell ill and called me to her room to tell me what happened. I wish there was something I could have done to save her."

Genevieve shivered. In a small voice, she went on, "The Abbess hated her for being my friend. Francesca passed away in my arms. In the morning, the evil woman told everyone the plague had caused Francesca's unexpected death, and nobody was allowed to enter her room. Two men came and buried Francesca's body, like a sack of rotten potatoes. No stone placed above, no prayer said. I don’t know if the other nuns believed the Abbess' story. I don’t doubt for a second my dear friend died because of some poison the Abbess gave her." She stifled another sigh before continuing.

"All these three long days, wherever I came across the horrible woman, a grin of satisfaction sat on her face and the ice cold waves coming from her hit me.” A violent shudder shook Genevieve.  No tears shadowed her vision.

"There's something else Francesca told me before dying," she continued, her words strained. She raised her shaking hand to her brow. "Francesca said she saw the three books -- The Gospel, The Leech Book and The Bestiary, the ones the Abbess took from me -- on a shelf in her room. She didn't destroy them as she threatened. She kept them for herself. And Francesca insisted she didn’t have any doubt that Sister Clementa dealt with black magic."

"Black magic? The Abbess? Here under the monastery's roof? Even she couldn’t dare such blasphemous behavior."

Francesca also said there was a strange statuette on the table: a repulsive three-headed woman with serpents coiled round their necks. The Abbess hurried to hide it when she entered. Francesca added that an odd shiver passed over her at the sight of the strange object."

"I'm not sure what she saw,” Andrew said. “It might have been a statuette of the Gorgons. Three hideous, winged demons with serpentine locks of hair and wide mouths showing powerful tusks of swine, named Medusa, Sthenno and Euryale." Andrew frowned. "In Greek mythology, Sthenno and Medusa are vicious female monsters. It doesn't sound good to me. Some say that the Gorgons' presence heralds misfortune and death."

Genevieve pressed her hand to her mouth. She shook her head and went on, "Earlier this evening, when I couldn't find Ryan in the garden, I went to his cottage. I intended to tell him about Francesca's pagan burial and wait there for you. I knocked at the door and, since I didn’t get any answer, I entered and found him. I thought at first, seeing him heaped in his chair with his eyes closed, that he was sleeping. Touching him, I realized he was cold. Dead, I mean. Poisoned too."

"Poisoned? Dear God! Are you sure?"

"Yes. I learned about such things, poisons and their cures, from old Bertha and from the Leech Book I inherited from her. The color of the foam on both Francesca's and Ryan's lips left no doubt. I couldn't find the gate key on the key ring Ryan kept in the cabin. I found it among his spares.  If he hadn’t showed me where he kept them, I couldn't have opened the gates and left the abbey."

"Poor old man. I liked his honesty and valued his knowledge. Before I left the abbey, I promised I would take him to my manor to be my gardener.  Save him from this evil woman's claws too. He was so glad at hearing it." Andrew shook his head. “I didn't want to believe all the rumors about the Abbess.  Now I think the woman may be a dangerous witch and murderess, on top of all her odd behavior."

Genevieve's hand fluttered to her throat. Large tears she couldn't suppress anymore gathered in her eyes.

"I'm the only one to blame for Francesca's and Ryan's deaths. If I hadn't talked to you if I hadn't been Francesca's friend, they'd both be alive. It's God's punishment I must pay for the sin of falling in love with you." Genevieve bowed her head under the burden of her grief.

"Don't blame yourself, my love. She'll burn in her own hell, sooner or later. It tears my heart to pieces to see you tormenting yourself."

A thick fog covered the whole mountain in gray cool folds, making the path between the old trees almost invisible. Just what they needed. On the other hand, they themselves were less visible to the possible followers.

The hair on Genevieve's arms pricked when the distant barking of dogs, sounding more like howling, came through the forest. To her knowledge, no animals inhabited the old forest. Except perhaps the legendary heralds of evil, the ghost dogs. The  howls rose again in the deepening dusk, and sent needles of ice along Genevieve's spine.

Andrew rubbed one hand across his forehead as if to brush away some unexplained fear troubling him.

What was he more afraid of: the dark, eerie forest with its bloodied past and lurking ghosts, or the two-legged beings that could become wilder and crueler than the wildest beast? She muffled a moan of grief.
To Be Continued
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October 1, 2014

Shadows of the Past - Teaser I

Wild Child Publishing

  In three different posts I will give you a teaser from my novel Shadows of the Past, that is the Prologue. Here is the first part. Enjoy!

    Prologue
England,  October1480

In the quiet solitude of a small, remote convent,

Only prayers seem alive

On the lips of holy sisters.

Candles flicker in their hands

Like lost souls in search of light,

And the yellowish, faint glimmer

Makes a halo round their whispers.
                (Eternity)

                                   * * *

The peal of the church bells from the abbey tower startled Genevieve. The sound added to her mounting anxiety.

The massive abbey loomed over the stone paved path.  All the nuns were at evening mass.  With a bit of luck her disappearance would go unnoticed for a few more hours. The Abbess would assume she was cleaning the toilets as ordered.

Fear skittered through Genevieve when she turned away from the abbey towards the path leading to town. Nothing stirred.  She hesitated.  Evil emanated from the forest surrounding the abbey. With a shiver, she leaned against the solid oak gates that flanked the abbey's main path. They had hidden her from detection for the past couple of hours, but how much longer would she be safe?

The mountain shadows grew thicker and closer.

She moved her weight from one leg to the other. They ached from so much standing, but she lacked the strength to return to the gardener's cottage and wait for Andrew's arrival as planned. Genevieve closed her tired eyes. The image of old Ryan, slumped dead in his chair in his cubicle, caught life in her mind and made her whole body ripple with fear.

She'd rather wait for Andrew here, outside.

Had he forgotten his promise? What if something terrible befell him during the last three days, or he had changed his mind? Why should he risk all for an ordinary nun?

Had his folks talked him into giving her up, made him see reason? Helping her out of her predicament meant a huge risk for him -- losing his family, his friends and his position among his peers. His words echoed in her mind. "I will risk everything for you, even life, if necessary."

A gust of wind swirled the dust on the path and dried the beads of sweat covering her temple. She shivered and pressed her cool hands to her cheeks. Had she misunderstood Andrew? No. She remembered vividly what he'd told her when they talked in Ryan's cottage. Three days. The evening of the third day, she should wait at Ryan's.

Her gaze strayed again to the impassive building of the abbey, her home for such a long time. She blamed the increasing wind for the sudden trail of dampness on her face, for the unmistakable tears blurring her vision. She blinked several times to clear her view. This was no time for tears.

Genevieve's brow wrinkled, and her breath caught in her throat.  Sister Francesca and Sister Benedicta smiled and waved at her from the abbey's entrance.

She shook her head and closed her eyes. Impossible. Both were dead. Genevieve wiped her tears and gazed at the abbey again. The image of the two Sisters, so dear to her, faded out.

Genevieve dared another peek along the path from the town.

Not a sound. Not a shadow.

Hopefully, Andrew hadn’t decided to follow the direct route through the forest. Danger lurked there. He should know all the dark legends people told about the cursed forest.

"Dear God, protect Andrew from the evil forest," she prayed; Andrew's face came to her as she’d last seen it three days before.

His kind loving eyes. His soft encouraging words. His tender touch.

She recalled the turmoil of emotions she’d experienced when she first met Andrew. Everything made sense now, in the light of the latest events. The warm waves coming from him and engulfing her, searing her body and soul, and the anxiety following those waves. It had been love at first sight. A feeling neither of them wanted to admit to until recently.

Love. Love and sin.

The monotonous muffled sound of hoof beats came up the path. Her gaze snapped to the dusty path. Nightfall descended with shadows, and she trembled with apprehension. What if the rider wasn't Andrew but someone summoned by the Abbess to dispose of Ryan's lifeless body and grab her too?

An eerie sensation of danger whispered in her ears, invaded her, and sent shivers down her spine. She should find shelter behind the bush of musk rose, and later, if everything proved safe, start down the path to town. She might meet Andrew along the road. If not. . .

She could no longer remain here. Once mass was over any of the other nuns might discover her and bring the information to the hateful Abbess. 

An overwhelming sense of relief washed over Genevieve when she saw that Andrew was the approaching rider. He came to the abbey riding his black mare and holding the reins of a bay for her. His eyebrows peaked with surprise; he inclined his head to his shoulder. The abbey's wide open gates with nobody in sight must have surprised him.

Genevieve understood his amazement. She'd told him three days ago about the Abbess's order to Ryan. Sister Clementa had asked the old gardener to keep the gates locked, even during the day.

Ryan said Clementa feared that one of the few nuns who disagreed with her behavior might leave the abbey unnoticed, at night. The Abbess didn't want any of them to take denouncing messages to the town's Archbishop.

No sooner had Andrew swung off his horse and tied the reins of both horses to a tree than Genevieve, managing to break out of her petrified state, hurried from behind the gates.

A warm smile brightened his face upon seeing her.  His smile melted away. Something about her expression must have warned him all wasn't well. His gaze, worried and questioning, lingered on her face.

"What's wrong, my darling? Have you changed your mind? Why are you here by the gate? I thought I’d find you in the old man's house? Someone could have seen you and alerted the Abbess," he said.

He pulled an ivory wood anemone from his saddlebag and gave it to Genevieve. "I picked this along the way. It looks like you: pretty and delicate.”

She heaved a sigh and accepted the flower. "Oh, Andrew, how sweet of you." She managed a smile.

"Come, we should leave at once," she said and glanced nervously over her shoulder. "Something terrible happened after you left for town. I think the Abbess found out about us. Our meeting in Uncle Ryan's cabin is no longer a secret. We have been overheard. For all I know someone spies on us even as we speak. I think the Abbess, or one of her 'friends,' is hovering somewhere nearby and listening to every word."

Andrew pulled her into his arms and tightened her in his embrace. "Calm down, please. Tell me what’s wrong."

"No, please, let's leave. There's danger all around us. I know what I'm saying."

“Then you can tell me what happened along the way." Andrew took hold of her hand as if trying to instill courage and confidence in her. He untied the reins of the horse he'd brought for her.  Placing a tender kiss on her forehead, he helped Genevieve up and then swung himself into the saddle. He turned his head as if to hide the worried frown across his face. "A scorned woman is worse than an unleashed hurricane," he said. Then he addressed Genevieve, "We'll follow the most direct route through the forest."

Genevieve flinched.

The forest. The very cursed forest. The main reason for the tragedy in her family.
To Be Continued 
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June 6, 2014

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"Come, we should leave at once," she said and glanced nervously over her shoulder. "Something terrible happened after you left for town. I think the Abbess found out about us. Our meeting in Uncle Ryan's cabin is no longer a secret. We have been overheard. For all I know someone spies on us even as we speak. I think the Abbess, or one of her 'friends,' is hovering somewhere nearby and listening to every word."

Andrew pulled Genevieve to his chest. "Do you regret you've come with me?"

Passion smothered Genevieve's doubt and guilt. "Never," she answered, aware of her body's response to his touch, and she succumbed to his embrace.

Calming the gnawing unease in her mind and the thought of Sister Dominica guessing she was the dough of a sinner, Genevieve repeated, "Never."

With her eyes closed and their bodies touching she became, for the very first time, simply a woman. She melted in his embrace in spite of the invisible vicious threat breathing around them. Aware they might never be alone again, she fought hard to silence the voice of conscience berating her.

"Oh, God. Please forgive me," Andrew muttered under his breath when he bowed his head to kiss her. 
Their lips met in a passionate first kiss.

 (Excerpt from my paranormal romance Shadows of the Past)

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February 23, 2014

Shadows of the Past - snippet for Sneek-A-Peek Sunday

I thank Sara Ellwood  and her Sneak Peek Sunday blog hop, for this opportunity of further promoting my paranormal romance
                             Shadows of the Past,
                 released by Wild Child Publishing, USA.

             Here is an excerpt from this touching, compelling story:



"Come, we should leave at once," she said and glanced nervously over her shoulder. "Something terrible happened after you left for town. I think the Abbess found out about us. Our meeting in Uncle Ryan's cabin is no longer a secret. We have been overheard. For all I know someone spies on us even as we speak. I think the Abbess, or one of her 'friends,' is hovering somewhere nearby and listening to every word."

Andrew pulled Genevieve to his chest. "Do you regret you've come with me?"

Passion smothered Genevieve's doubt and guilt. "Never," she answered, aware of her body's response to his touch, and she succumbed to his embrace.

Calming the gnawing unease in her mind and the thought of Sister Dominica guessing she was the dough of a sinner, Genevieve repeated, "Never."

With her eyes closed and their bodies touching she became, for the very first time, simply a woman. She melted in his embrace in spite of the invisible vicious threat breathing around them. Aware they might never be alone again, she fought hard to silence the voice of conscience berating her.

"Oh, God. Please forgive me," Andrew muttered under his breath when he bowed his head to kiss her. Their lips met in a passionate first kiss.

Genevieve's spirits fell and her heart skipped a beat when, a couple of seconds later, she opened her eyes and her gaze fell on a knot strangers.

                          


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